Journal 02/14/08

Well today is suppose to be a happy day but it is more so a anxious day for tomorrow cause I meet with my doctor and nurse to figure out what medicine I go on. I'm nervous and scared but I trust God in all things. But I'm extremely nervous. I'm probably going to be holding someones hand the entire time. I can just feel the anxiousness though I'm to be anxious for nothing. I'll be okay. I've never been here before...and never thought I would. But...well tears are falling now so I'll conclude for now and come back later.